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This song is about my grandmother, who reached her 90's and began telling us she was ready to go.

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You said you wanted to die

We said we want you to live

But you were near 95
And we were just selfish kids
And you were trying to be real
I can’t imagine just how hard that was to do
I miss you

You said you’d lived long enough
And you were ready to go
You did your crosswords at noon
Then fell asleep to your shows
You were so tired of that screen
I can’t imagine just how hard it was for you
Still I miss you

Everybody knows that death will come to claim them in the end
But I do suppose for you he was a long awaited friend

When it was nearing the time
I hope your heart still felt clear
And that the call of beyond
Was a mercy to hear
Cause you were finally free
I can’t imagine what it felt like passing through
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you
I miss you


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from Searching For What's True, released July 14, 2023

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Eli Conley Sacramento, California

​Eli Conley is an indie folk singer-songwriter and activist based in Sacramento, CA. He makes music for queer and trans folks, justice seekers, and anyone who doesn’t fit easily in a box. Eli's voice is tender and heartfelt, with melodies and that can leave you feeling teary-eyed yet hopeful. As a gay trans man from the South, his songs tell stories that aren’t always reflected in roots music. ... more

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